sucesss!!!and also失败

sucess on second school test....sucess get first plece in the class...失败,on UPTP test...lost tan zi hui and 'dodo bird',i meant his real name is toh zhi wei...i feel very dissapointed and sad about me result...i lost many people....like tong chun hao,blueberry and more....why????T.T hope my english and BM PENULISAN would not lost them again...